EATING MY OWN BALLS (October 15, 2000)

I dreamt that I ate my own balls. I think that I first ejaculated into my mouth, but I am not sure about this part of the dream. I could easily reach my genitals, so easily that I was not even surprised about it. I am not sure exactly how I cut the skin on my balls, but I did not feel any pain. The skin was thin and soft. There was no blood, no mess of any kind. The balls were mushy and pliable, like a large fig. When I cut the skin, I saw something very like fine fish roe. It was dark ochre in color. It had an organic smell, but the smell was very faint. It was quite dry, too. I took only one mouthful of the stuff. It did not have much of a taste, but I do not remember being disappointed about that. The thrill was in the fact that I was eating my own balls. But I remember being a little concerned about the cut I had made. I realized there was no need to make such a big and sloppy cut, and I wondered how I would make the skin grow back together again. I woke up before I resolved this problem, but I remember thinking vaguely about sewing the skin together. And I also wondered how would I get up and move about with such a gash between my legs.